nesting

John is moving into an apartment this weekend. I so want to be with him. I want to help him move in, hang the drapes, wash the windows, put the dishes in the cupboard and find just the right place for the lamp.
But I can't.
So, in the mean time, I am working on the wedding.

-an idea for centerpieces-

Trying to find a balance between it all (meaning family-life, friends, church, wedding ....). And trying to remember that God has put me in this place, with all my longings, desires and frustrations, that I might learn of Him.